i lost my father yesterday. it’s been just me and him this year. only his face who i came home to. but then he started spending more time at the hospital. and it’s like i was living alone. i still feel like that now. but now it’s real. i am living alone. my father is not coming home from the hospital this time. i am alone, and he is gone.
YOU CANT CHANGE THE VOLUME OF THE VOICE IN YOUR HEAD
FUCKING TRY I DARE YOU
ITS IMPOSSIBLE AND ITS REALLY FUCKING WITH MY MIND SOMEONE HUG ME
I CAN MAKE IT SCREAM WITHOUT GETTING LOUDER
H E L P
Holy shit whispering is the same volume as shouting as loud as I can
(via redhead-rachel-blog)